Regrets?

thoughts fly through my mind
regrets fill up to the brim
but my glass is half empty
and half full with sin

i can't take it
it's building up
i want to say i'm sorry
but the guilt is filling up inside
i can't breathe
i need to say it out loud
i want to tell you
that i don't love you to
but i don't want to break you

i've already been there
just like you
i can't take this regret
i can't hold it in anymore
you'll find someone new
who is into you
i just wasn't for you
but to me you're old news

i wanted to tell you
face to face
but i couldn't bear to
see the look on your face
when i spoke
i'm sorry

but i can't take it anymore
i can't think of that day
with out thinking i betrayed myself
i look down on myself now
and say wow...

some people may have regrets
and i have alot of them as well
and this one thing
this one little thing
had been added to that list
..
-Becca